LONESOME (╥_╥)

Lonesome? I hate this :( because I never be lonesome. Although I also hate crowds, but I hate lonesome very much. No friends, No my parents. Just me, yeah. Fun, is not it? Especially now, I rarely see my Mom. I can't meet her everyday again. B'cause, she has a new venture. So, she is very busy. She does not have time for me again. I miss her very much. I can't share with her. Sharing about my story in the campus or in other places. Like, I did. I just want her to know how much I miss her. I miss her fussy. Her advice. I miss all about my Mom did for me. Sometimes, I cry when I'm alone at home. There isn't my mom. She is my mother. My close friend. My hero. My everything.

Mom, Me and Dad

I just have friends in my collage. Just it. No in home. I can "haha hihi" with my friends in the collage. Yeah, It's enough to make me entertained. They can make me laugh. Smile. I like it. When I back go home, I'm be alone. Now, I almost don't believe friendship, cause there are somethings making me disappointed. My close friends are lie to me. I don't know their reason. Whatever it, I don't fucking care. Although, I don't care, I feel something strange. I hate this. But, I must keep contact with them. And the other my friends, I think, they don't care about me. Maybe, They have new close friend or they have their business.We don't keep contact by phone or facebook. We just meet when we have long holiday. Actually, I miss them very much. My close friends in senior high school. My close friends in elementary school.

my friends in SHS

My friends in ES